From the recording The Third Side Of The Coin - Animus
Lyrics
Your projection is just your affliction
making me feel inferior
your projection is just a reflection
of yourself but i’m tired of being your mirror
I want to be a kid again
climbing apple trees
I look into the blackness of life
and I want to destroy me
I’ ll never be innocent again
everything defines me
reverse the dance impossible
a rotten apple tree
There grows bad seeds festering inside me
there are bad seeds growing from the apple trees
I want to fish the creek again
catching fantasies
I drown myself in murky waters
I want to unknow me
I’ll never laugh the way I did then
sweet sap flowing from the trees
swallowed whole into the earth
a rotten apple tree
I want to be a kid again
falling from apple trees
eating decay fed to me
they’re slowly destroying me