THe Third Side Of The Coin
The Rotten Tree
Your projection is just your affliction making me feel inferior
your projection is just a reflection of yourself but i’m tired of being your mirror
I want to be a kid again climbing apple trees
I look into the blackness of life and I want to destroy me
I’ ll never be innocent again, everything defines me
reverse the dance impossible, a rotten apple tree
There grows bad seeds festering inside me
there are bad seeds growing from the apple trees
I want to fish the creek again catching fantasies
I drown myself in murky waters, I want to unknow me
I’ll never laugh the way I did then, sweet sap flowing from the trees
swallowed whole into the earth, a rotten apple tree
I want to be a kid again
falling from apple trees
eating decay fed to me.
they’re slowly destroying me
Mirror Obscura
I love the beauty of the night
The depth of rot in deaths kiss
I scratch that curious itch
I melt into your darkness
I unearth “ungodly” fears
alchemise salt to tears
scraping sludge from veins
a mirror of buried pain
I love the beauty of the night
so i can watch the sunrise
Melting into the deep
the darkness plays for keeps
the deep ocean, the deep ocean
come fall into the deep
the deep
The Illusion
Theres nothing we must know
The curtain hides the charade
They say life is a stage
so play the role and walk away
There is a wall outside my window
what a beautiful day
we laugh and play
There is a crack inside the illusion
but don’t look too close
don’t look too close
Tear down the walls….
Theres nothing we must tell
sun, moon and truth finds the way
The path isn’t clear
stars fade out when light cascades
(Chorus)
There is a wall
it splinters across the tongue
There is a wall
sucking the breath from our lungs
there is no wall
that makes you deaf from our cries
there is just a wall
built from nebulous lies
tear down the walls
(Chorus)
The Edge Of Entropy
layers and layers of hurt wrapped around pure essence
dig deeper
dig deeper
for the core
blankets and blankets of black burying the seed of soul
dig deeper
dig deeper
for something more
layers and layers of glass skewing all perception
dig deeper
dig deeper
fall through the door
we are tangled up in words
weaving tapestries of clouds
blindly searching for soul
sleep walking
standing on the edge of entropy
dig deeper, dig deeper
dig deeper into the void
dig deeper, dig deeper
on the edge of entropy
The Shadow Dance
a sticky trap
poisoning the mind
consumes the child
with no mercy
black hole of hearts
that sticky witch
those brittle bones
so dry and thirsty
Turn around Turn around she’s…
Turn around turn around she’s stuck on your heels.
Shadow dancing
the vessel is void
festering meat
the garden grows
autumn autopsy
i hate that witch
that sticky witch
I just can’t watch
she is so thirsty
Taxidermy Mouse
His fear comes from the sky
he has no real reason why
the terror never subsides
He says: never again he says never again
someone has taken out his insides
glass beads replacing his eyes
his delicate mouse heart
stuffed and torn apart
Still alive but something died
every life theme a reprise
his delicate mouse heart
starved and torn apart
in stasis
breathe in stasis
throb in stasis
be in stasis
all in stasis
throb in stasis
breathe in stasis
nothing, in stasis
All fear comes from the mind
from himself he cannot hide
a poison from the inside
Never again he says never again
he doesn’t move
but he feels
he doesn’t see
but he feels
he doesn’t change
but he feels
taxidermy mouse
Rust
My rusty bones consume me
While brittle thoughts exhume me
A porcelain smile tried to be
but my rusty blood was ugly
beautiful rust
My rusty eyes know the sea
churning melancholy pipe dreams
rusty locks swallow rusty keys
remember me in beauty
beautiful rust
the death of human empathy
the death of human empathy
I am frozen
I am rusting
Beatufiul rust
Ugly rust
Swallow the tears…
Eternalgia
even when you’re smiling
even when you’re dancing
it doesn’t, doesn’t go away
darkness always looming
disgusting thoughts assuming
it doesn’t, doesn’t go away
even when you’re screaming
the sound has no meaning
it doesn’t, doesn’t go away
The mirror always showing
a skewed way of knowing
it doesn’t, doesn’t go away
The hearts always consuming
a void that keeps on blooming
it doesn’t, doesn’t go away
always running from the
face in the mirror
painting circles with raw feet
always chasing after
tails of demons
until duality meets
the only way out is through
Biological
we are just animals
tearing at the flesh
we have no more consciousness
than the rest
inside out we’re rotting
hollow gratifying
defiling, devouring
soulless satisfying
objectify me (I’m yours)
Petrify me (I’m no more)
Objectify Me (I’m Yours)
I’m just biology
Biological…